this is going to everyone that i watch:

i'm thinking about quitting...i'm tired of failing to people who aren't better than me. I am absolutely tired of being inferior to people who are NOT in any way superior to me.

i hate when i try so hard and lose to something that isn't better then what i do.
"advertise yourself" you might say. NO...it doesn't work like that...i've done it several times and its only worked once!..."once is better than none" shut the fuck up....when you've failed as many times as i have...once is the equivalent of none....i'm tired of original artists losing to fan artists who copy what they see on tv....i'm tired of original artists getting more comments and favs for stuff that i cud do while sleeping on a train. While i have respect to the real artists...i hate them because i will look at their pageviews....and then look at mine...and realize i have failed again.

THIS IS BULLSHIT

while i can stay and attain those pageviews...some people have been here shorter than i have and have more success....I've failed again.

Failure is not something i tolerate lightly when it comes excessively...one or two are acceptable...get back up and try again...but when they come to you in the numbers...i see two doors...one says "they cheated and you should push on" ...the other says "your a failure and you need to quit" i've taken the first door time after time after time...they say you learn from your mistakes...maybe its just time to quit. I should just go back to writing for myself and the possibility of being an author like i wanted to be when i was a kid. According to you people...drawing is not my thing. YOU turned me into a failure and i will accept this judgement.

i'm giving all the people who watch me or see this one week to come up with a reason why i should continue making art for deviantart or at all in that manner...or else i quit and i will terminate my account. judgement day...June 29th 6/29/2007. I am NOT kidding around here and anybody who thinks i am will be adding gas to this fire. I am leaving the 29th if i don't have a plausible reason to stay or a rapid upshoot in comments and faves that come from the heart. that means that all the people who i watch will not see me again.

thats all for now or ever....you people are too blame for my failure...remember that even if you don't care.

and just so everyone knows...i'm not a suicidal so don't pull that card.

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Does the Burger King live at White Castle? O.o

BLOOP DE BOOP DE DEE! HA HA, Isn't that funny? HEY! I like suckers do you like suckers? Wanna go to the the sucker store with me? It's open till 4!

I do love The Brak Show

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I enjoy my existence.

hey comedy king.. wassup

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Listen Deviants
..dont blindly follow the blind..
..always reply the comments..
..and lets make DevArt Artists' Paradise..
www.bobbysandhulive.com

yay! *hugggles*

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Comments and page hits are aways appreciated If you scratch my back I'll scratch your's

"As long as you're alive, good things are bound to happen."

-Shu from Here and There, Now and Then-

Thanks Kuo-sensei ^_^ I luff u too

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Do you feel lucky?

s & s <3

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Comments and page hits are aways appreciated If you scratch my back I'll scratch your's

"As long as you're alive, good things are bound to happen."

-Shu from Here and There, Now and Then-

aww.. it's okay. I'm sure everyone wont mind.. ^^

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friendship is an important thing... juz like a glass, so beautifull yet so fragile... dont let it end up like mine...

Sorry, but because of the family matters I had to attend to, and my depressed mood throughout the 3 weeks, I wasn't able to even draw. I had a little bit of a picture going but it's not completed. I don't know if I'll draw for a while...I'll try though; make that new account like I was going to. One day...

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^.^ yay! soo.. is there any pictures u will submit?

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friendship is an important thing... juz like a glass, so beautifull yet so fragile... dont let it end up like mine...

aw thanks!

yeah lol I'm back now.

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aww. *huggles* I'm sorry too, for ur family...
but ur back now rite? 8DD

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friendship is an important thing... juz like a glass, so beautifull yet so fragile... dont let it end up like mine...

I know!!! So sorry!! D:

There was a death in my family so I had to go to the funeral in the next province for a while and be with my relatives...

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aceeee! DDDDD:
I missed u! where have u been? I havent seen (err.. talked) you lately!

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friendship is an important thing... juz like a glass, so beautifull yet so fragile... dont let it end up like mine...

Manga is usually always better than the anime XD Like 'wow the book is way better!' sort of deal.

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haha, I wish I had the manga, so I could reference off of it But I don't, and I saw the full thing of the anime at my friends house! ^_^ So I know how sweet Alucard is

But they still tell me that the manga is like 50 times better than the anime...

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My graphic design teacher once said, "A lot of artists are afraid of losing their hands. I am afraid of losing my eyes."

LOL okay XD I'm basically kinda just referencing from the manga vol 1. cover because I'm lame LMAO.

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lol ok. But don't show yours until I finish with mine

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My graphic design teacher once said, "A lot of artists are afraid of losing their hands. I am afraid of losing my eyes."

LOL hey you know what? You draw your Alucard, and I'll draw one for you too! I wanna have an art from you! You're such a nice guy it'll really mean something ^^ And I'll do one in return!

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Oh wow... Uhh I just started doing sketches, and I think it'll take longer than I had thought. Uhh be prepared to wait a long while.

Right now I'm practicing drawing the gun. (damn that's complicated!)

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My graphic design teacher once said, "A lot of artists are afraid of losing their hands. I am afraid of losing my eyes."

Yeah sure. Sounds good ^^

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Yea! His guns are awesome! I was actually planning on having him use his silver one. I think that's the Casull or whatever. But I think that one is hella cool! I'm not sure if the Jackal would look really good (cause the gun's black).

Would you like me to try to color it using PS? I could give you a full round pic if you'd like.

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My graphic design teacher once said, "A lot of artists are afraid of losing their hands. I am afraid of losing my eyes."

Um..maybe using his gun or something, nothing too specific. But he's gotta be using one of the guns, the Casull or the Jackal.

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Hahaha, alucard it is! Right now I'm finding some reference pictures for it. Would you like him doing anything specific?

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My graphic design teacher once said, "A lot of artists are afraid of losing their hands. I am afraid of losing my eyes."

YESH OMG ALUCARD

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AWESOME!!! Alucard is awesome!! It will be my pleasure to draw you Alucard

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My graphic design teacher once said, "A lot of artists are afraid of losing their hands. I am afraid of losing my eyes."